Wednesday, thanks for the comments

       I just feel better when I get a comment or two.  I am trying to stay positive but life is hard here or has been hard here.  Just too much, emotionally, financially, physically.  I am some what of a Pollyanna and try to see the positive but in reality life is hard.  Then I chastise myself for becoming ungrateful and I think of people who are so much less fortunate than I and tell myself I am selfish and I need to get a life.  This then leads to more bad feelings.  I don't know why a comment or two from people I have not met means so much to me.  Maybe that we are not alone in the universe.  I don't know I am just weird.

           I paid as many bills yesterday as I had money to do that with.  We are a sad lot here and need to pay attention and be careful.  You should see the floor around my desk.  It is flooded with trash paper from cleaning off the desk.  Why do I let things pile up like that?  I hate to face reality in some aspects of my life.  It is just that simple.

     Really need to sew today as the bookkeeping kept me busy most of the day. Hubs has been in my face all morning and all yesterday and I can't figure out what he is thinking.  Drives me crazy.  Try living with a genius.  NOT FUN.

     Will make a stir fry tonight to use up left over steak and so much squash from garden.  Hub's and I need to get back to work on the kitchen.  I am afraid we will have to finish it mostly ourselves.  He has to over think and do everything the hard way.  Right now it is hammers.  He cannot use a hammer unless it is the right kind.  Is that a framing hammer?  That is not the right kind of hammer. Really?  I have been pounding nails into my walls with the side of a meat tenderizer for years.  Oh know I have done it all wrong everything will fall off the walls and the world will come to an end.  See what I deal with every damn day, no wonder I get a wee frazzled.

     Well I am off to my machines.

Have a great and productive day!

Kim